....without my sweet girl. I have been through 3 birthdays, almost 4 thanksgivings and christmases.

More tears than anyone can count.

More prayers than I could ever imagine needed.

More almost lost my faith times.

More friends and the ones I lost I don't feel guilty about losing. They weren't meant to carry me to my final home.

More tissue than Kleenex makes in a year.

More flowers than I should have ever had to buy.

More thoughts on what to fix the wreck site like and then finally think, they were kids, make it kid friendly. Forever 15 and 16.

More thoughts on could've, would've, should've, and why did I not just do this....

More holding my breath on church Sundays praying they do not sing Oceans, I will have to leave.

More times trying to not cry because of song lyrics, converse shoes, pictures of girls with dark brown hair, scents, you name it.

1,463 days and I bet there will be many more days and all the above. Kiss your babies, tomorrow isn't promised. Do not have to count days.

2 Corinthians 5:7 "For we live by faith, not by sight."