When you lose a child, you sometimes can't imagine closing doors or opening new ones. Maybe because you do not know the outcome of either.
I can tell you to pray and believe that God will show you how to get through these doors.
Today, I signed up for the St Jude Marathon. I really cannot wait until December now because this is something I have wanted to do for a long time. Finally, I did it and didn't second guess or anything. I signed someone else up with me and well, hopefully I can out run him. (JJ is so excited about this.). I really cannot wait to do it for St Judes but I get to see my cousin too. Hopefully before then.
I also started my prayer journal. I wrote the worries I have been having, or one of them down in the book in prayer form and afterwards, felt so good. I gave it go God and you know what, that was a door I kept looking at for so long.
We should all strive to be better for God and ourselves. Not just post a status and then continue to live opposite what he wants. I promise, you will feel so much better without all the stuff weighing you down and, you'll feel so much better living life with a purpose.
I plan on joining Lezlie one day and I plan on sticking to this journey with God by my side.
Thats a door I plan on getting to when he says it is time.
Revelation 3:8 "I have opened a door for you that no man can close."
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