Giving up...

Have you ever gotten so frustrated with something you just feel like giving up?

I am sure we can all say, yes, all the time. You get tired of homework because it is stressing you up and you just give up. But, you eventually do finish it. You may even make an A. Maybe.

Giving up or quitting in life is pretty much something that I am sure all that have experienced the loss of a child, have felt. Its isn't that we are weak etc., it is just something that we experience and it is hard to explain why. But, we know why.

Lezlie was always taught to never quit so, giving up is about the same as quitting.

There are plenty of days that I want to quit, give up, throw in the towel, etc. I don't.

Someone is always watching. Someone is always trying to see what the next move is. Trust me. You never know who is watching.

There are days when continuing on just seems like it is pointless. The days when you just don't know how to go on, it is pretty hard to get up, well, that happens to me all the time. But, I know that I have to not give up. Its just not in the plans.

I sit and think about how people give up so easily and then I realize that sweet Nat is not giving up and we should all have fight inside of us like that. If we all did, just think of what we could accomplish or how we could live.

There a lot of things that keep me from quitting or giving up, besides who is watching or who is here that needs me, I also know Lezlie would be unhappy with me. I refuse to make her upset. Because she wasn't a quitter and I cannot be one either.

Galatians 6:9 "And let us not be weary in well doing; for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not."