There are good times and there are bad times. I cannot say which is more because honestly, its probably equal.
There are days that I honestly have no idea how I continue or what to do to continue.
There are days I feel that absolutely no one in this whole wide world can help me, regardless of who you are.
There are days I want to crawl in a hole and stay.
There are days I smile a lot and feel the guilt creep in.
There are days I think, I know you are here Lezlie - we got this.
Everyday I see the redbirds. EVERY SINGLE DAY. The dragon flies. The feathers. The signs. The feelings. The scents. The laughs. The tears. Every single day.
And today, well it was probably a combination of both and right now at this very moment I honestly cannot say I feel any better than I did on November 11, 2015 at about 1445 in the afternoon.
Job 16:16 "My face is flushed from weeping, And deep darkness is on my eyelids...."
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