How many days?

You know there’s like 13 days til Christmas.

I can do numbers but, I hate math.

1,488 days since I lost my sweet Lezlie. Awful that I know the exact number. What’s even worse is I can tell you everything I felt and said that day.

I can tell you what I was doing. I can tell you everything I did that day.

I remember the phone calls. I remember seeing my sweet girl lying there still warm to touch. Not something anyone should ever have to know and please don’t imagine.

I know that there are 1,486 days since we lost her best friend. I can recall that day.

I know that there are so many days until

she would be 20 and then so many until Mal would be 21.

I know days. I know numbers. I know pain, sadness, anger, hurt, hatred, love, emptiness and then some.

What I don’t know is how many days I will spend without her but, each day that passes is one day closer to seeing her.

2 Corinthians 5:7 “For we live by faith not by sight.”