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I wouldn't sell my soul...

You know the first thing you want to do is bargain. I'll do this if you give me my child back. I will be a better person. I will give more to help. I will love them more. I would sell my soul to the devil....

I wouldn't.

I wouldn't give up eternity for a few more years. As much as I miss her, it would not be worth it.

I would love 5 more minutes, hours, days, years but, I am not giving up eternity.

I have been mad and angry and sad and yes, I want her back. But, my soul is mine and it belongs with her in Heaven.

I don't think people understand the context of that statement. Why give up your eternity for a few more days on earth. I hear people say I would trade places in a minute but, we can't just do that and I don't know if that would affect our eternity or not. If not, heck yeah I would do it. She was 15, she had a lot of living left to do.

We bargain. Its part of the grieving process. But, so is acceptance and I promise I won't accept anytime soon. But bargain, we are all guilty of it. I am sure I thought I would give my soul for her but, I wouldn't. As much as I love her I wouldn't.

You see, she is in heaven. Selling myself like that would mean I couldn't get there with her. She would be so mad. I cannot wait to see her and spend eternity with her. Until then, I will take her Dr Pepper stealing, redbird placing, dragon fly flying, little fish sending signs. Why, I love her just that much.

2 Corinthians 5:8 "Yes, we are of good courage, and we would rather be away from the body and at home with the Lord."

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The righteous perish, and no one takes it to heart;  the devout are taken away, and no one understands that the righteous are taken away to be spared from evil.  Those who walk uprightly enter into peace, they find rest as they lie in death.

Isaiah 57:1-2

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