....the little things can spark a memory or a tear, a smile or that break in your heart can break just a little more.
I bought some poinsettias and fixed them up for Lezlie and Nat. Today, at the cemetery I realized Lezlie's was missing. Hurricane force winds blew it off.
So, I had a small breakdown because I put a lot into that little bouquet for my angels. I found part of hers on the other side of the cemetery and even though it did not stop that ache, it made me feel a tad better.
I was then headed to the grocery store to get milk and I never ever remember the things I need. The car dies in the middle of the road and luckily I was able to turn into a parking lot and put it in gear. I turned if off. Turned everything else off and then it cranked. Turned the ac on and it died. I was like really, when it rains it floods. I had a brief negative thought and my watch vibrated. I was sure it was going to say breathe, it didn't.
There it popped up with one of my favorite bible verses, Psalm 46:19 that starts off with Be Still. I knew exactly what she was trying to say.
It's the little things. They will jolt you back to reality as well as break your heart all over again.
I would never want you to imagine how awful I felt about a little bouquet I had made for my angel. The fact that it was gone was absolutely devastating to me. It may not be a big deal to anyone else but that little thing, it broke my heart.
Keep your faith. Make memories and don't ever take the little things for granted. They are the big things to some.
Psalm 46:19 "Be still and know that I am god; I will be exalted among the nations. I will be exalted in the earth.
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