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Let her cry

Yeah, that’s a a hootie song. Let her cry. Especially if she’s lost a child. Especially if the anniversary is soon.

Emotional roller coaster. That’s how you’d describe the child loss feelings. You never know how you’ll feel.

I have spent the first part of this month mad at the world. Today, I was thankful for urban decay all nighter setting spray. Why? I heard a song and it wasn’t even a crying one and I cried and cried. I cried some more. Stopped to see Mal. I cried again. Realized I need to change their flowers and looked in the mirror. You couldn’t tell.

I did a complete 360. Now I just want to cry. Tomorrow is the day. The worst day of my life. The beginning of a new normal. An emotional roller coaster.

I pray none of my friends ever experience this and if you do, you aren’t crazy. There’s no normal way to grieve.

I pray tomorrow goes better than I feel right now. And if you see me, just know that it’s indescribable. I will not be okay and I will never get over it.

Psalm 34:17 “When the righteous cry for help, the Lord hears, and rescues them from all their troubles.”

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The righteous perish, and no one takes it to heart;  the devout are taken away, and no one understands that the righteous are taken away to be spared from evil.  Those who walk uprightly enter into peace, they find rest as they lie in death.

Isaiah 57:1-2

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