Last January, I decided to start this blog because I realized writing helped me in the healing process.
I have done it everyday for the past year and tonight, decided I will be going to weekly, maybe a day or two more but not daily.
Not because I ran out of things to say, but because I have so much going on and have realized that healing will take a lifetime and, I have plenty of that left, I hope.
This has helped me in more ways than I realized. I love sharing how I feel, even when people made me angry but, that's a part of life.
I will start sharing more of the stories and memories I have of Lezlie and also how I am feeling. I may write a few extra nights a week if I feel I need too.
All those that have been following this, you guys rock and I do honestly hope you have shared some, cried, laughed, got mad, etc. Why? That was my goal.
Well, one of them. One of them was also to have people realize they are not going crazy if they are on this journey, they are actually normal, just a different normal.
Everyone has battles they are facing. Everyone has demons. How we react to them is what sets us all apart.
I want Lezlie to be proud and Zach. I want people to say, she helped me, even if it was just a little.
Yes, life has changed and in the past 6 months I have come to realize that eternity is there waiting, no need to rush, I have found the job I love and, I wish I could have found it in 2016 because I may have started healing a little sooner and, there are some people that didn't know Lezlie that do now just by my pictures and memories.
Life is meant to be lived. Things change. Friendships fade but, God will keep you in check and put those in your life that are meant to be there. This I 110% believe.
Until next week, hope life treats you as well as it can.
Matthew 24:35 "Heaven and earth shall pass away but, my words will not pass away."
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