Well, not really.
But, lets get to the point. What I have suffered is the death of my child and when things that I do on a daily or almost daily basis start to interfere or make me upset, angry, etc......its time to change.
I shouldn't be upset, sad or mad. None of us grieving parents should. Sometimes I make rash decisions, we know this but then, the longer I sit and think about how everyday life brings me down, change is needed.
And it'll be real soon.
One thing that all of us need to do is think of ourselves and stop thinking of how everyone else feels. (besides your living kids, they matter).
Someone that says well you'll never find a better this or that, be quiet. If we are unhappy or sad or constantly upset, change is needed or coming.
It is just that life has taken a turn for us and yes, we are aware of where our babies are (well I know I am) but, life isn't easier, there aren't any second chances for certain things and, we deserve peace, quiet and a little sunshine.
Moving, quitting or changing job, ending a relationship, saying goodbye to fair weather people, not holding back when it comes to feelings. well - get ready. Stranger things have happened.....
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1 Peter 4:7-8 "7 The end of all things is near. Therefore be alert and of sober mind so that you may pray. Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins."
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