Sometimes you cannot even begin to explain how you feel.
There are days when all you want to do is crawl in a hole and just lay there. You want to be left completely alone.
You absolutely do not know how to feel. You don't know if you should cry, scream, laugh, or just be.
The truth is that it is hard to live sometimes. It is hard to explain but hard to live. Well, that is how you feel.
Sometimes, the truth is harder to explain than anything.
Life hits you out of nowhere and you try and readjust and then, you get so used to trying to be what people think you lose track of what is real.
And what is real is that your child will never come back and at the end of the day, you still feel bad and helpless. You feel like theres an elephant on your chest and at any minute, you are going have that elephant crush you.
Its anger, love, hate, sadness, happiness, hurt, heartbreak, all wrapped into one and you know what, that doesn't even describe it.
Just remember to pray for us, there are times that we really need it more than others.
Luke 1:37 "For with God nothing is impossible."
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