Sometimes, sometimes you feel blah. You don't know why, you just do.
Today, besides the fact that I had a bad sinus headache, I have just felt blah. I really can't describe it. Its just been a stressful week. I know it has a lot to do with February but, its hard to describe.
Somedays are good. Somedays aren't. Sometimes it feels like the whole world is against you or if it can go wrong, it will. But, at the end of the day, I realize I am alive and God has me here for a purpose.
I may not always be the best person I know I can be, but I try. I want to be someone that everyone will remember because of the good I have done. I know that my faith has gotten me a lot farther than I probably could have ever gotten.
I know that I have two pretty awesome kids. Zach has done so much that it makes me proud that he has graduated college, he has a degree and now, he is applying for jobs and taking so much more responsibility. He misses his sister and fb shows that. But, he also is trying to live and thats what she would want.
Lezlie was pretty awesome herself. She was a lover of life and she was strong in her faith. So many are still being touched by her that, it amazes me at times.
I can say that I am proud of them both. And, these are a couple of the things I think about at the end of the day that make me realize that life hasn't been as bad as it seems but, when I realize she isn't here, well I have that moment and at times just feel blah.
Its normal to feel like your world is falling apart and to have days where its hard to explain how you feel. They will be many. But, live. Believe and keep your faith because, God and you have got this.
Romans 12:18 "Do all that you can to live in peace with everyone."
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