Have you ever had someone say to you they needed to know what was really going on but, you did not know how to tell them the whole story.
The story that started on 11/11/2015 and keeps on adding pages and chapters to it. The story where you were happy, you enjoyed life and you had part of it taken from you so fast you didnt really know how to react. But, when you did react, people had and still have no idea what to do to help you.
What is really going on is what they'll ask and you know what, you will not answer. They wouldnt understand anyway and you'd hope they would never understand they way you do. They would never know what is is like to bury their child, regardless of the age, no one should.
But, they don't like that answer. You buried your child, your 15 year old child and your answer isn't good enough. You would think they would realize maybe this is her way of just trying to heal. Maybe not talking is the answer because you don't really know what is happening when you are not around.
Maybe a lot of crying, praying, fussing at God and asking God for help but, you don't know and you don't like not knowing.
Sorry, you just will have to not know. This is between me and God and there may be a few that know but, me and God got this and one thing you need to know is this, my faith is strong regardless of what you see or think.
What is really going on? I pray you never have it asked to you and you never experience it and if you are, I will pray for you just as hard as I can and as much as I can.
Matthew 21:22 "And whatever you ask in prayer, you will receive, if you have faith."
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