Worn...

Fighting off a virus since about 11 last night, I never realized how tired or worn out I was.

Now, I realize its way more tired and worn out than need be.

Death takes a toll on family. Losing a child takes a huge toll on someone. You become physically and mentally exhausted. When you do get sick, its go big or go home. Its like your body was trying to keep you strong enough but sickness comes and it cannot do it anymore.

Never would I have thought I would fight a virus and feel so weak that it is taking all I have to type this.

But, we become worn out. The weight we carry is too much. Our broken hearts are so tired of beating that getting sick is almost like an out. Like you think if I get a little sicker will I make it.

Now, not to say I want to not make it but, I am using it as an example. I have reasons to not go just yet but at times I cannot help how I feel. Exhausted, worn and plan tired.

But God has me and at the end of the day, that is greatest think to know.

Psalm 113:10 "May your good spirit lead me on higher ground."