American Horror Story

Not the TV series either. Even though that is where I learned Lady Gaga could act.

A true American Horror Story is learning your child has gained his/her angel wings or, been diagnosed with a sickness that cannot be cured. WHY? Ultimately, the sick child will gain his/her angel wings too.

I live this AHS every single day. Every day I wake up and guess what, Lezlie still isn't here.

I have learned that sometimes if I think about the accident, etc., she will do something to make my thoughts change. Witness today when the song just stopped playing, I stopped thinking about it and the song came back on.

Yet, I do not expect anyone in this world to believe me and the signs I get. Not the fact she turns my lights on and off, she will do something to make me not think about what happened to her. No, its something that no one may ever experience then, some may.

AHS. Knowing that its been 4 years and guess what, I will probably spend more than 4 here without her. That is a true American horror story. Not the fact she is in heaven just the fact she went before I did.

Kids should never die first. NEVER. No one wants to bury their child yet, it happens everyday and I am not a statistic person but, its probably at an alarming high rate.

A true AHS is having your child die. Be it tragically, or sickness.

At the end of the day give your kids a hug and tell them you love them and, let them eat dessert first because I sure would if I could.

Isaiah 57:1-2 1 "The righteous perish, and no one takes it to heart; the devout are taken away, and no one understands that the righteous are taken away to be spared from evil. 2 Those who walk uprightly enter into peace; they find rest as they lie in death."