I tend to make trips daily to the cemetery and if cannot go, someone goes for me.
I change flowers out often, every 6 weeks at a max unless they still look pretty then I might go 8.
I change the wreck site out, make it look beautiful but it'll never be as beautiful as my girls.
I write this blog.
I pray daily for myself to find peace and everyone touched by Lezlie and Mallory.
I buy her things.
I buy her lots of things. She still gets a stocking and easter candy. And it is still in her refrigerator.
I cry, a lot.
I spend time with my family and loved ones.
I, well JJ, posts her pictures daily. We will never forget.
I order her favorite meals from time to time.
Most importantly, I am learning what it takes to heal and relying more on God to lead me than anyone else. Regardless....
I know that taking care of myself is more important than worrying how others think about my choices. I have to live with them after all.
I keep my faith. I text my best friend and she always knows what to say. (Isn't that right Amanda Huskey)?
Romans 8:58-59 "Nothing will ever separate you from my love again."
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