Sort of.
Sometimes, you lose who you are in the middle of everything around you.
You start over, it happens again. You start over again and, you get the idea.
Sometimes you act or take on the characteristics of every single person you are around.
You then realize, not good.
You start over.
Well, this starting over I am doing is nothing like before. I am sure people won't understand. I am sure people will think its their fault but in reality, it has nothing to do with them and everything to do with me.
Today, one of the best friends I had during that awful tragedy, we started back texting and picked right up and you know what, I feel so much better and this is the last time I have to start back over with her. I realized that I needed my friend and you know what, that is okay.
I cannot control how people feel. I can only say that losing a child is awful. Losing a pet can be as well as anyone else you lose to death, or thing. You cannot let it define you into being that depressed person or that angry lady. You can let it define you as that grieving mother that through all this, is a good person. She has a good heart. She has faith.
Start over if you need to and do it one last time only.
2 Corinthians 5:17 Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here!"
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